wooooooooooot.
Yes.
That’s how long we’ve been dating.
Though our relationship has it’s ups and downs I think for the most part we’re doing okay.
We didn’t really stick to this much…hopefully we will update it with interesting tidbits about our lives.
David gets embarrassed whenever I post something “personal” about us on tumblr. Well, if it’s something happy he’s usually okay with it but if it’s anything that casts him in a “negative” way he says it’s not cool. He says it’s disrespectful because everyone can read it. I don’t see anything wrong with it…I mean, to me, if you say or do something involving me, it’s more than likely I’m going to blog about it. If he doesn’t want anything “bad” to be posted then he wouldn’t say or do these “bad” things. He’s known that since he first met me! I’ve pretty much chronicled our entire relationship on my blogs.
Anyway, this is the era we live in. Everything is shared and posted. Facebook, myspace, twitter, tumblr…whatever.
What do you guys think?
On our first date, David and I played this at the Ground Zero cafe. He won’t admit it but I totally beat him. =)
I’m happy it’s winter break because it means I get to spend more time with David!
I don’t feel much up and down, every day seems to me like the best day yet (unless we’re apart).
i love you lots meri, even if you’re confused about stuff and it gets you down…
I have a lot of up and down days and sometimes those affect how I feel about David.
I reread some of my earlier posts and they came off kinda harsh. I guess I was mad at the time of writing them.
I love my boyfriend because he accepts these things and loves me all the same.
Oh snap David and I have been together for a year and 3 months now.
To be honest, even 3 months was kind of a surprise. A whole year later is like oh damn.
This is David sleeping.
The other day I found out David was still talking with his ex and deleting the evidence. He said it was because he didn’t want to make an issue out of it and felt he had nothing to hide. I didn’t really get why he had to delete it then if there was nothing bad. I told him it wasn’t the fact that he was talking with her (although that is pretty annoying) but that he was clearly lying about it to my face. I told him the fact that he went through the trouble of deleting everything made it seem like he was hiding something. I told him because he’s done stupid stuff before I have a hard time trusting him when he does things like this.
Which reminds me…I guess I do have to give his ex props. She totally told me in the beginning about how he was an incredibly good liar who often lied to her face about things.
Then again…if he was an incredibly good liar he wouldn’t be caught, would he? Or am I just good at catching him at his worst?
Today he made a reference about how he is so slick. I said, “If you’re so slick then why are you always caught?”
He said “Maybe I want to be caught. I think drama makes our relationship interesting.”
It made me kind of sad. To me, it was like he was saying that he feels the need to cause drama in order to keep things interesting. That it isn’t interesting without drama. Then he made a whole analogy about going to McDonalds and getting a meal, and how when you get the extra large fries it makes it that much better. So am I to think our relationship is like a fast food meal? I’m not quite sure I got what he was trying to say.
Then I started thinking about how maybe our relationship has reached that point where everything is boring and nothing is exciting anymore. Maybe that’s why he talks to his crazy ex and why we both want a new girlfriend.
I mean, I totally love the guy but when he says and does things like that it really makes me wonder why. It makes me wonder if this is really a relationship at all. I don’t want to deal with drama just because it makes things interesting. I want the relationship to be interesting enough so that it doesn’t need that.
Are we tired of each other but don’t have the guts to say it? Are we just settling for each other now because it’s too late to start again? Are we just looking for things to reignite that passion or whatever it was we used to have that I guess we don’t anymore?
Have any of you ever experienced this? How did you deal with it?
